in general

i've gone from feeling pretty good about myself and my life, when i started dating you, to feeling pretty much like a failure in every area of my life, presently.

i failed as a husband, im not a good father right now cause i hardly see my kids, i failed in making money, failed in being a missionary, failing to influence anyone for christ these days, and not really very happy.

the only thing i feel good about is being part of raising three amazing kids.

i dreamed a dream, it seems, in times gone by, and life has killed the dream i dreamed.

greg